I watched "momento" tonight and it brought me out of this and into something completely different, though the flick was obviously empirical and materialistic in it's story and plot design, the way in which the plot was presented was so totally contrary, I know for certain that the director is an idealist. it is as if the writer trusted only his senses, and the director only his intuition, which created this spectacular movie you are bound to hear about if you haven't already.

It reminded me of how much I used to long for times past. I now realise these times have melded with so many others to have become only a part of a sum and not an individual equation at all. I do not fear forgetting, I only know it as a tyrant, and fear it turning on me, as it did on "Lenny." I am trying to live in the future where I am always happy because nothing bad has happened yet.

Love me, please.

PEACE - Tristan