To Aid An_ Cage
2001-12-15 - 6:12 p.m.
limit(ing)
I spent the morning deleting all of my pornographic bookmark favourites. I decided that Mike and I were right, and pornography is detrimental to mental health. Now I have decided to limit -- or perhaps enhance -- my scope of material to the infamous archives I have accumulated over the years. This, I believe, will help me to move past my viewing of women as sexual objects, and hopefully curb my unwanted lust. It was just beginning to drive me crazy. I didn't want anything else but physical pleasure, and that was kind of depressing, but now I hope that will change. This seems to add to a list of limits I have been making. I have limited my beef, cigarettes, sex, pornography, and alcohol now, and I feel like this will boost my will power and hopefully boost me forward. I guess I'm just looking for PEACE. I used to think that limiting myself would be limiting my sense of discovery, but now I see that stripping off the excess is healthy and beneficial in my life. If you disagree, please let me know why.PEACE - Tristan
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